There is nothing much to tell.
Hello!
I am thinking a lot. Again. About all little things. These little things all around me. And right now behind me is music. Good one. One of my favourites songs ever! Kings Of Leon - "Sex on fire"!
And today I thought - I should try to write all my feeling in english to grow my reeder number. And I know that I am not the best at this. Not in writing, not in feelings but always is worth to try.
These days are going really fast and this week was busy. Starting with dentist again (and all the fears). Then there were Lennys birthday (First) and the whole family came together. It`s really nice to see them together. Always it is a fun time and kids definatelly are enjoying this.
Today is new week, new day, new thoughts. I have so much to tell that I do not even know where to start. I can`t believe I have been here for almost 4 months. UNBELIEVABLE. I enjoy every day, every hour, every minute. This is my Paradise. And I am not joking. Yeah, of course, I have one more Paradise but it is different. This is real life! How people are living here is much more different that I expected. But I wouldn`t say that`s Culture shock! Okay, maybe a little bit! But only because of kindness and helthiness. (Is that even a word?)
And I definately love and adore the Family I am living with. (I have separate house and stuff but I am living together with them in some point.) It`s like... For them thats normal. Be so talanted! It`s like... I can`t even. I just can`t even. They are wonderful people and they don`t judge. Not me not anyone else. And I love this point.
I have thought a lot about what this all is giving me. And there is not just one thing. There is a lot. Sarting with exeprience and improving English. Ending with NEW ME. I have new wiev to life, to me, to people, to Nature. To everything. It is not so easy to explane but I feel different. And thats the best part!
And I know that maybe I am not the best example of me right now. But what can I say - I`m ONLY 19! And I DON`T KNOW who I am and what I want. I`m exploring myself right now like exploring this life here. And as my personality is "in progress" - I am making a lot of mistakes and don`t take all chances what I would if I would know Who I am. And I am trying to take any chance!
Now when there is just one month letf, I have started to think about these days when my Dad & Brother & Boyfriend will come. I know it willl be really emotionaly because I have NEVER been away for so long! I have been longest for ... month? Month when I am abrod to Latvia and I don`t see any of them.
Actually even then it was hard. Then imagine now. 5 months. Only right now I have realized how long and hard it is. I thought somehow it will be much more easy. But I was wrong. Again. I am always wrong. (If you didn`t know.)
And I love whatching out of the windows. This Mountain is so beautiful (Grimming)!!! And I love how clouds and fog are leaving the mountains in the morning and how they "hug" them in evening. Truly beautiful/wonderful!
`Till next time! (:
And today I thought - I should try to write all my feeling in english to grow my reeder number. And I know that I am not the best at this. Not in writing, not in feelings but always is worth to try.
These days are going really fast and this week was busy. Starting with dentist again (and all the fears). Then there were Lennys birthday (First) and the whole family came together. It`s really nice to see them together. Always it is a fun time and kids definatelly are enjoying this.
Today is new week, new day, new thoughts. I have so much to tell that I do not even know where to start. I can`t believe I have been here for almost 4 months. UNBELIEVABLE. I enjoy every day, every hour, every minute. This is my Paradise. And I am not joking. Yeah, of course, I have one more Paradise but it is different. This is real life! How people are living here is much more different that I expected. But I wouldn`t say that`s Culture shock! Okay, maybe a little bit! But only because of kindness and helthiness. (Is that even a word?)
I have thought a lot about what this all is giving me. And there is not just one thing. There is a lot. Sarting with exeprience and improving English. Ending with NEW ME. I have new wiev to life, to me, to people, to Nature. To everything. It is not so easy to explane but I feel different. And thats the best part!
And I know that maybe I am not the best example of me right now. But what can I say - I`m ONLY 19! And I DON`T KNOW who I am and what I want. I`m exploring myself right now like exploring this life here. And as my personality is "in progress" - I am making a lot of mistakes and don`t take all chances what I would if I would know Who I am. And I am trying to take any chance!
Now when there is just one month letf, I have started to think about these days when my Dad & Brother & Boyfriend will come. I know it willl be really emotionaly because I have NEVER been away for so long! I have been longest for ... month? Month when I am abrod to Latvia and I don`t see any of them.
Actually even then it was hard. Then imagine now. 5 months. Only right now I have realized how long and hard it is. I thought somehow it will be much more easy. But I was wrong. Again. I am always wrong. (If you didn`t know.)
And I love whatching out of the windows. This Mountain is so beautiful (Grimming)!!! And I love how clouds and fog are leaving the mountains in the morning and how they "hug" them in evening. Truly beautiful/wonderful!
`Till next time! (:
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